Monday, January 17, 2005
its been a long while since i last updated here.. jus havent been in the mood to blog.. sigh. working sux. having to talk to ppl all day sux. having to talk to idiotically spasticated ppl all day sux even more. smiling's tiring. being polite is exhausting. hmmm.. not tt there arent any bright sparks in the seemingly never-ending path of darkness.. but they get over-shadowed so freaking easily.. gosh. the fact tt 20% of my hard-earned money disappears into compulsory savings every mth doesnt help one bit. bleargh. but i muz still say tt my colleagues r a fun bunch of ppl. but at the rate we're having supper n other sorts of entertainment after work, i'll turn into an official panda in no time. hmmm.. so gonna miss having the perm staff ard.. most of them at least.. so dont look forward to that big rotation in february.. boooooo... it really neva gets better.......
oh well.. already starting to think abt results.. having ultra mixed feelings la.. dont think i'll do well.. but yet i cant wait to know my results.. then at least i have a direction.. at least i know where my results can take me.. hmmm... ok, fine,its dumb to b thinking of tt rite now.. but oh well, since when can u control this sorta stuff.....